Pride:
On the Hunt
Chapter
41
Honor
Whatever
the reward structure of the arena, the Drules seemed to have one
thing figured out: extra time for rest and recovery could do with
including some time outside the cell.
Skalor had told them he'd actually lobbied for extra time in the rec
yard for them—a couple of the team had even managed surly mutters
of gratitude. Even that had gotten them glared at by Jace, but it was
kind of a halfhearted glare.
This
gladiator deal was a lot of things, and just
plain weird
was
near the top of the list.
It
was a slightly brighter day out as they stepped into the prison yard,
and those who hadn't come the last time looked around with particular
interest. "Wow, this is… different."
"Bigger
than I expected."
"Yeah,
it's pretty cool." Daniel was looking around for another
soccer-ish game to join, though he wasn't really sure he wanted to.
His legs still ached from the last fight… he was so
over
running.
Their
medic was giving him his best look of abject disdain. "Yeah,
it's not bad for a prison
yard."
Lance
looked around more carefully, taking note of their fellow yard
occupants. It mostly looked like gladiators, or at least there were
groups clustered together, several with similarly torn and bloody
clothing to their own. It also looked like some 'normal' slaves were
out and about—or at least, the threadbare clothing and skittish
nature of those wandering the yard's outskirts did not scream
gladiator.
Looking
around also, Keith took in the surroundings as quickly as he could.
The people, the walls, the guard posts, the cracked portion of wall
that Pidge had told them about after their last day out. He didn't
see anything that looked immediately useful to their goals, and
sighed. Morale and exercise was it, then. "So. We just wander?"
Flynn
smirked. "What, you're not going to go all drill sergeant on
us?"
"Do
you want me to do that? I can."
"It
might be an efficient use of—" Pidge was cut off by Hunk
elbowing him, and glared but seemed to decide that wasn't a fight he
wanted to get into.
Daniel
felt safe enough with Hunk in between them to shoot the ninja a
glare—and Flynn too while they were at it. "Why would you even
give him those ideas?"
"Seriously."
Lance shot the boss a wink and a salute. "No
orders
for push-ups, you got it, sir!" Keith rolled his eyes.
"I
can't even do a push-up," Vince muttered, and immediately
regretted it when it turned out people actually heard him.
Mostly
Sven, who was pretty sure all of his physical checks drifted through
his mind at once. "You can't?"
"Barely."
"How
did you graduate?"
"I
honestly am unsure, sir." Vince was unsure about a lot
of
things that had led to his ending up here. Push-ups had hardly even
been on his radar.
Sven
shrugged, accepting that, and Keith glanced over. "We'll have to
work on that some more, Vince."
"Yay."
"Dude,
I've seen your fucking fitness records." Jace cleared his throat
and took on his stuffiest, most official tone. "Subject displays
nontraditional form bordering on isometric exercise. Sufficient upper
body strength is still demonstrated. Recommend waiving numerical
requirement under Capacities Clause section 2.6." He dropped
back into his normal voice and glowered a little. "Did you give
up halfway through?"
"Probably?
I prefer using my brain…" Vince paused, blinking. "Wait,
you memorized it?"
"I
memorize a lot of bullshit."
"Can
you repeat it?" Cam asked, looking between them. "In…
like… Common this time?"
Jace
smirked. "It means sparky here gave up in the middle of the
push-up and just sat there, which is actually harder than just doing
the fucking push-up, so they figured it was good enough."
A
lot of people stared at Vince, who shrugged. He'd blocked out as much
physical training as he could from his memory—he'd just wanted to
work with wires!—but it sounded like something he'd do.
"…Sounds
about right." Pidge's words echoed his thoughts, and he found
himself hoping that
wouldn't
happen again any time soon. It was weird.
Lance
on the other hand looked mildly betrayed. "We could do
that?"
Daniel snorted.
"Don't
worry, little dude. I could hardly do a push-up either." Hunk
reached over and ruffled his hair; he stumbled. "Oops."
Sven
chuckled, and Lance shook his head. "Yeah, big guy, don't knock
him over!"
Wholly
uninterested in any discussion of push-ups, Flynn had been keeping an
eye on their surroundings. Standing here at the entrance talking
about things they didn't even want to do didn't seem like the most
productive use of their time. "Just wandering does seem to be
legitimate." About half the gladiators and most of the
non-combatant slaves seemed to be doing just that.
"Alright,
let's wander." Keith nodded. "We can always work on form or
technique in a little bit. For now just… relax a little." As
if they could really relax here, but everyone understood what was
being said.
"Yeah
sure." Lance shook his head. "Like a day at the park, but
no picnics or dogs chasing frisbees." He found himself walking
next to Keith as the group split off, and decided that was fine. As
long as the bossman didn't call him anything stupid, like a mentor,
it would be fine.
"How
are you doing, Lance?" Keith spoke quietly. He felt like he
wasn't keeping a very good handle on his people during this ordeal…
they were all in one cell, he could see everything that was going on,
but one on one conversations just weren't much of a thing.
"Just
peachy," the pilot muttered, then sighed and backed down from
the snark. "Holding in there." He found himself glancing in
Daniel's direction and mentally dared Keith to say anything about it.
He
did, but nothing he had to get yelled at over. "How's he doing?"
"Not
sure. Think he's doing a good job pretending to be alright. Unsure if
that's a good thing, but then… so am I." Aren't
we all, really?
"It
probably isn't optimal," Keith admitted, nodding slowly. "But
we can't really do anything except keep surviving to escape, and if
that means we have to pretend to be okay… then that's what we'll
do."
That
was a remarkably depressing way to look at it, but there weren't a
lot of not-depressing takes on their current predicament. "Yeah.
And then we deal with it all, I guess…" That seemed like a
recipe for a lot of messiness, actually. "How're you
doing,
boss?"
Biting
his lip, Keith briefly entertained the thought of answering that
honestly. Very briefly. The seconds of consideration would have been
counted in fractions, and not large ones. But he did consider it. "My
shoulder is better, still pretty sore."
"Good,
good." Lance eyed his shoulder. "Also not what I meant."
Of
course it wasn't. This time Keith did not consider
the
truth, per se. He cursed that he couldn't actually tell the truth,
that he was terrified, that it felt like they were just barely
clinging to the edge and racing something they couldn't see to avoid
going over…
"…I'm
alright. Just trying to keep us all alive and semi-sane."
Lance
didn't buy that, and didn't even pretend to buy it. But he did
understand it. We'll deal with it all once we're out of here.
"Yeah. I think we're all doing that."
"I
just wish this escape plan were going faster. We have to get out of
here." That was hardly news either, but as he looked around the
yard he felt his guts clenching with a little extra anxiety.
"We
will." Lance was not here for this kind of pessimism. "I—We
gotta fucking believe that."
"We
have
to."
"The
plan is good." We've
just gotta get there.
"We're
all with you on this, boss."
But
what if… no,
don't
go there, Kogane.
Keith
shook his head and tried to chase the thoughts out. It wasn't
supposed to be this way. "Yeah, it is good." He forced
himself to move on. "You seemed to be doing alright in the last
fight. Improving."
Oh,
yes, talking specifically
about
the arena would definitely lessen his fears of what might happen in
the arena. Great
idea, Kogane.
But
he couldn't really take it back now.
Lance
just shrugged; he didn't want to talk about that very much either.
"It's all adrenaline and the will to survive."
"Not
exactly
what
I meant, but that's about normal." He actually managed a small
grin as he clarified. "You going to take up swordfighting when
we get out of this?"
"Fuck
no! I never want to touch a sword again."
The
look of disgust on Lance's face only made Keith's tentative smile
widen. "Well, it's not for everyone, I suppose. But I'm sure if
you wanted…"
The
pilot just scoffed. "Guns are better. Less messy."
That
seemed to leave out a few crucial details. "Depends which side
of the gun you're on."
"…Point."
They
moved on, debating the merits of their weapons of choice, and for a
little while managing not to think too much about using
them.
*****
Flynn
was jogging along the outside wall, thankful to at least be able to
stretch his legs a bit. The cell was not cramped,
but there was still only so much ten people in one room could do to
keep themselves loose. Shortly into the run he noticed Pidge
shadowing him, and stopped; the ninja stopped also. Shaking his head,
Flynn motioned him forward. "How's your back?"
"Fine."
He sounded intensely annoyed to be reminded of the wound. As he
indeed was; it hurt and cut down his range of motion a bit, and the
fact that he'd allowed himself to be hit
in the back
was
just embarrassing. "Worry about yourself."
Sigh.
"Pidge, we're in a heavily guarded recreation yard. I know you
don't think highly of my combat survival skills," okay
so that's actually pretty well justified,
"but I hope I don't have to worry about myself that much here."
"Sir,
with all due respect, I'm thinking something very disrespectful right
now."
Flynn
snorted. Was that the most Pidge thing he'd ever heard Pidge say?
Maybe not, but it was in the running. "I'll bet you are. Fine,
I'll be careful not to trip over any rocks or anything."
He
didn't see a single rock in this whole damn prison yard. Easy promise
to keep, then.
They'd
been jogging in silence for a few more minutes when Pidge spoke up
again. "…Sir?"
"Yes?"
"You
said I could talk to you about anything, kir sa tye?"
Stopping
so abruptly he nearly did
fall
over—and wouldn't that have been fun—Flynn took a breath and
recovered his composure before turning back to face him. He'd kind of
figured the ninja had written that offer off. "Sure did."
"And
what you meant was that I could talk to you about all the things you
keep trying to ask me that I don't want to answer, but you didn't
actually say that."
The
hell?
"I
don't believe I specified?" Of course that was precisely what
he'd been talking about—whatever personal hell this kid had going
on that had made him like, well, like this.
But it wasn't that he was uninterested or unwilling to talk about
anything else. He'd just assumed… "I mean, I wasn't expecting
you to engage in small talk but that's more of a you
thing.
What's on your mind?"
Pidge
considered that for a moment then shook his head, already having
second thoughts about this. He didn't need to waste Flynn's time with
nonsense. And that's what this was, nonsense.
A little gleam of idle curiosity with no bearing on their mission or
their goals. "…It's nothing."
Oh
for…
Flynn
crossed his arms and gave the ninja a look.
Was he supposed to have said no? "It is certainly not that."
Sigh.
Fine.
"What's a frisbee?"
Flynn's
arms dropped to his sides. What.
"Lance
said something about dogs chasing them."
No.
Really. What.
"I
thought the human stereotype was that dogs chase cats? I took a lot
of zoology electives, but I've never heard of any animal called a
frisbee. Are they like other bees?"
Finally,
Flynn found his voice. A small, mischievous grin crept over his lips.
He should not
answer
this question like this, and yet… "Very unique wildlife,"
he said wisely. "They're extremely docile—you basically have
to throw them to get them going, but once you do they can fly a good
distance."
Frown.
"That sounds… like an impractical evolutionary strategy."
"Probably.
And then when they land, they'll just sit there and wait until you
come get them…"
"But…"
Pidge's expression of careful attention had become more and more
suspicious as he went on. "…You're not taking this seriously,
are you?"
Grin.
"Pidge, you invoked 'talk to me about anything' with a great
deal
of gravity to ask me about presumably esoteric wildlife. I'm taking
it seriously, I promise you, but faex
you're
adorable."
"Jalekya
sa kye…"
"No
doubt I deserve whatever you just called me." He put a hand on
Pidge's shoulder and gave it a squeeze, still looking down at him
with a faint grin. "I told the truth about the frisbees. Except
they're usually plastic."
…Plastic.
Of course they are.
Pidge
elbowed him. Hard. "That does not qualify as wildlife,
sir." But as he spun away and went back to jogging, Flynn caught
something he'd hardly ever seen before.
The
ninja, for the briefest of moments, had laughed.
*****
"Do
you have everyone's medical files memorized?"
"Maybe."
"What
am I allergic to?"
"Brunch.
And spoons."
Sven
and Jace had wandered their way to the sidelines of a game of…
well, something. It looked vaguely like volleyball, except there was
no actual net and occasionally someone would tackle an opponent
before they could volley. It was interesting to watch—despite
having no idea what was going on—and they weren't the only
spectators who'd turned up, so it seemed okay.
Looking
away from the game, Sven burst into snickers at Jace's response to
his challenge; he wasn't allergic to anything, theoretically. Though
he liked the sound of this. "I don't think that's in my file,
though it explains why I'm always so miserable at them. I'm going to
need you to write me a doctor's note when we get back."
Smirk.
"I can do that. Matter of fact, I can add that to your records,
and don't think I fucking won't."
Sven
did not doubt that for a second, and he smiled. "Much
appreciated."
"Feels
like fucking forever ago that we were on that first run and they
didn't even give
me
your medical records…" Jace sighed heavily. He hated this
nostalgia shit. On the other hand, having something to be nostalgic
about
was
a change of pace. "…Y'know, this sucks, but at least we're not
in the fucking temple of murder again."
Was
that their medic displaying optimism? His own unique
brand
of optimism, but optimism nonetheless. "You're right." This
is much better than being electrocuted.
At
least nobody in the arena had set them on fire. "We bring up
that temple far too often, you know. I've aged at least ten years
since then."
"Yeah,
you can tell you've aged, you grew a prison beard before we were even
in prison." Jace sounded amused.
Sven
pretended not
to
be amused, shooting him a glare. "My beard, when properly
managed, makes me look distinguished."
It
had nothing to do with intending
to
look distinguished, of course. He never had
gotten
around to picking up a razor.
"That's
one of the most you
things
you've ever said, holy shit."
"…Thank
you? Language, please. Vince has started cursing now." His
glower became all the more disapproving. "Corrupting me is one
thing, leave our youth alone."
Oh.
They were going to do this? Of course they were going to do this, why
the fuck not. Jace crossed his arms and matched the navigator's pious
look with his most infuriating smirk. "The only youth
around
here who pays attention to me is Daniel, and he doesn't need
corrupt—wait!" The smirk turned into a look of mild betrayal.
"Vince cursed? I want details,
Viking. All of them! And it better be real cursing, 'badass' doesn't
count, that's not fucking cursing."
They
were so
doing
this. "What are you talking about? Bad-you-know-what most
certainly is cursing!"
It
was possible
he'd
phrased it that way just to see if he could break the medic. It
worked. Gloriously. "BAD YOU KNOW WHAT?!" Grabbing his
shirt, Jace dragged him away from the game—a few of the others
watching, already giving them a wide berth, were now also giving them
weird looks. "And you didn't understand how Vince could get out
of the Academy without push-ups?"
"Push-ups
are mandatory, or at least I thought they were. Cursing is not. The
only reason you'd need it, and I'd argue it's not truly a need, is to
fit in with your peer group." He gave a challenging smirk of his
own. "Which is idiotic, as you know."
They'd
had this conversation before, or at least one very similar to it.
More than once. Sven knew full well Jace didn't swear to fit in with
a peer group—quite the opposite. Jace knew full well he wasn't
actually going to drag any profanity out of the Viking. But why would
it stop either of them?
"Wrong,
caralho." He started pacing, shaking his head in grumbling
indignation. "Profanity serves an important purpose, which is to
let the world know how fucking pissed off you are, but! More to the
point, badass is essential.
There is no word that replaces badass. Hardcore doesn't work, because
badass is a noun and hardcore is an adjective—don't give me that
look, I actually paid attention to that grammatical shit when I
learned English!—you don't call someone 'a hardcore'. They are not
interchangeable!"
He paused a moment. "Which is why it's not real cursing,
profanity doesn't have the same effect if it's not fucking optional."
"I
will
give
you that look because it does
have
replacements." Sven crossed his own arms. "You see, I paid
attention to English as well, and it turns out that it has a lot of
words to describe things. There are whole books
of
them! When saying the," he cleared his throat and looked Jace
straight in the eye, "bad
you know what
word,
you are essentially just calling a person, place, or thing amazing.
And/or distinctly tough. There are plenty of ways to describe that,
thus making it optional, and thus by your own definition it counts as
real cursing."
They
stared each other down for a few moments, waiting to see who would
crack first. It was Jace, biting his lip to keep the laughter back,
and finally shaking his head. "An example, Viking. Give me six
letters that get the same point across. But to be honest I don't have
anything to add to this that you haven't heard already… when this
shit is over I'm gonna write a fucking manifesto."
"Please
do. I'm sure it'd make an exciting read, and probably get you
arrested."
Jace
gave in and burst into laughter at that. Which Sven couldn't help but
be amused by himself… because he'd been dead serious.
*****
Vince
was wandering a little aimlessly, eyes darting nervously back and
forth. The others had said the yard was 'safe', there was a code, and
all that. And everything going on around him did seem to be pretty
friendly. But there was knowing it and there was feeling
it,
and the last thing he felt here was safe.
It
was hard to miss Hunk following him like a very large and cheerful
guard dog, and after a minute he gave the other engineer a quizzical
look. "Buddy system?"
"Yep!"
Grin. "We can not do push-ups together."
Snort.
"I didn't even remember that until Doc said it. I just spent all
the physical conditioning sessions reminding myself I had to live
through them to get back to the interesting stuff."
"Hey,
that's fair. I spent 'em being tired." Hunk flexed an arm that
was nearly as big around as Vince's waist, then shrugged. "I
think the line in my file was 'build not optimized for endurance'? Or
that was the kamikaze crush car I built. One of the two."
If
there were indeed still things in the galaxy that could surprise
Vince after all this, Hunk's Hunk-ness was not among them. "Yeah
that sounds about right. I was always so thrilled to be done I forgot
about how tired I was… until I sat down and couldn't get back up
for an hour."
"Little
dude, that is the most
legit
thing."
The
big man's grin hadn't faded, and Vince found himself badly wanting
his secret. He suspected it wasn't going to be something that exactly
translated, but… "How are you doing it? You know…" He
gestured widely. "Hanging."
Hunk
stopped to consider that for a minute. "Thinkin' about the
killer BBQ party we're gonna have when we get where we're goin', for
one thing. Because we are so
gonna
have the biggest BBQ party ever." No, that definitely wasn't
helpful, and he sobered a little as Vince's shoulders slumped. "…I
dunno, little dude. We've been through a whole lot of crazy before,
and we've always come out the other side. We're an Explorer Team for
a reason, yeah?" He clapped him a bit more carefully on the
back. "You too."
They
kept clinging to that, and Vince kept not feeling very Explorer
Team-y. But he was still here. And he'd done things on this mission
he'd never dreamed he could do, even if most of them had terrified
him… he found himself cracking a tentative smile. "Could we
have cornbread at the barb… uh, the BBQ?"
"Heck
yeah we can." The tentative smile became a bright grin, and he
forged on ahead. "You and the Doc can make some risotto."
"Does
that really go at BBQs?" He supposed it had to go somewhere,
and if it wasn't cooking shows it might as well be a barbecue, but it
still seemed a little off-brand for that sort of thing. "I mean,
I did enjoy making it."
"Anything
can go at a BBQ, little dude. Anyone who tells you there's rules at a
BBQ is wrong."
Pausing, he frowned and quickly amended that opinion. "…Okay,
there's gotta be ribs. One rule."
Vince
snorted, and it turned into a laugh. "And cornbread."
"And
cornbread!"
It
seemed crazy to be talking about cornbread and barbecues here.
But Vince couldn't deny it made him feel better.
*****
"How's
the leg?"
Daniel
made a face. Couldn't fanboy see he was limping? …Was he limping?
He wasn't actually sure if he was still limping. "It's alright.
The stitches have stopped ripping open so I'm assuming that means
it's getting better." That much was all true, at least… he
supposed he ought to reciprocate the question. Though technically
what he was about to ask had fuck-all to do with physical health.
"You doin' okay?"
"Are
you…" Cam had started to ask the same thing, then chuckled
softly as Daniel beat him to it. "I guess so, I mean,
considering. Dude, you're in my head."
"Yeah
that's what I need, to be inside someone else's head. Mine's bad
enough." All he'd really been referring to there was his proud
status as a horrible little shit, but he winced as he thought about
what else
had
been in his head lately and decided he regretted the joke.
"…Doing
that good, huh?"
"Oh
I'm fantastic. Practically shittin' rainbows."
Cam
stopped and eyed him, leaning back against the wall they were
following. "When did you become a unicorn?"
"I've
always been a unicorn, how else to explain my sparkling personality?"
Snort.
"At least you still have a sense of humor." Looking up and
down the yard, he found his own thoughts trending darker again. He
didn't want to doubt the team, and their commander least of all, but
the situation did kind of suck.
"…You
think this plan is actually gonna work?"
"It
has to." That wasn't an answer. "It has to before one of
us…"
"Dies?
Yeah. Good news though, it probably won't be you." Daniel felt
like he and Vince surely had the best odds of leaving the arena with
the corpse-clearing teams next time. Maybe outside money on Keith and
his hero complex.
Something
about that—either his words or just his expression—sent a shiver
of foreboding up Cam's spine. "I mean, just, I know we've pulled
off some crazy miracles but I can't help worrying about it…"
Oh.
He got it now. "I'm probably not the best person to talk to if
you're wanting a pep talk. I may be shitting rainbows but I'm not
exactly Mr. Sunshine."
Grinning,
Cam smacked his arm gently. "Oh, my little angel isn't full of
sunshine and
rainbows?"
Daniel's
head snapped up. "I am not
your
little angel." Oh fuck no. Not again. Never again. "You are
never allowed to call me that again ever."
Eyebrows
shooting up, Cam took a step back and wondered if he should start
running the other direction. Why was he so good at accidentally
pissing people off? "Okay. Sorry. Um, dare I ask?"
"I'd
rather
talk
about my daddy
issues."
That may or may not have actually been true.
"You
have daddy issues…?" Cam reached up and squeezed his forehead.
Daniel didn't talk about his family, which seemed to support that,
but… "I'm so confused."
You're
so fucking blonde.
By some miracle Daniel didn't say that; maybe he hadn't learned
enough to stop having
the
thoughts, but he'd gathered enough tact
to keep them to himself. At least sometimes. Score one for fanboy's
unwitting crash course on patience. "What exactly are you
wanting out of this conversation?" he asked instead, eyes
narrowing.
Good
question.
"Guess I'm just… trying to distract myself, I don't know."
He gave a long sigh, wishing Daniel hadn't brought up family at all.
"If babushka knew where we were right now…"
…Well,
fuck. Now I feel bad.
Daniel shook his head in annoyance. He definitely should not feel bad
about annoying his roommate—former roommate? Nah,
think positive,
they'd
be stuck in a room again together soon, and they were technically all
roommates now anyway—but he should probably feel bad about getting
him all worried about what his granny would think of this mess. Stop
being a dick.
"Okay
fine. If it will make you feel better, I will give you a smidge
of
information on my… father
issues."
…Would
that
make him feel better? "You don't have to. I barely even remember
my parents—"
"—I
don't remember my mom. She died when I was like, three—"
"—Dad
vanished when I was like… five? Then Mom disappeared not long after
I started school—"
"—and
Professor Brennan was not
fucking prepared
to
raise a kid by himself, let's put it that way."
"—and
babushka never talked about them, she just sniffled and told me about
more famous ancestors."
They
stared at each other silently for a few moments, each trying to get a
handle on what the other had just said. Then Daniel dug deep for what
sympathy he could muster. "…That sucks, man." Oh
yes. The compassion overfloweth. He
was feeling creepy and uncomfortable himself; he didn't like sharing.
Not even a smidge. But at least he knew where his parents were—both
in bumfuck Utah, just one was six feet lower than the other.
"…Yeah."
Cam was blushing. He wasn't sure why he'd spilled that. Nor why he'd
felt it was so important to get it out now.
What was the rush? "Um. Sorry, I…"
"What
are you sorry for? You apologize too much. I never apologize."
Wasn't
that the truth; it actually managed to coax a chuckle from him. "You
did good yesterday. In the fight."
"Thanks.
I ran. A lot. I didn't actually see you fight much, but I'm assuming
you did good too, seeing as you're alive and pretty much uninjured."
He snorted. "I was mostly just focused on not dying, Lance has
made it very, very clear I'm not allowed to die. I'm pretty sure he
tells me some form of 'no dying' at least once every day."
"He
likes you."
"Yeah."
But
why
does
he like me?
"I
don't get it, majority of the time I'm just being a smartass at him."
He's
weird.
"Well,
I can't speak for him, but…" Cam offered his fist. "I
think you're alright."
That
was actually
one
of the nicest things a roommate had ever said about him. Daniel gave
his fist a bump. "You're alright too. Most of the time."
Frown. "Alright, that's enough feeling
sharing
for
the next ten years or so."
Ten
years sounded completely reasonable. "Well, just survive."
He bumped his shoulder, too, and winked. "Because I'm totally
gonna owe you a swirly when we get out of this."
…Really?
Daniel
glared. "Do you go from a touchy feely weirdo to a high school
bully with inadequacy issues with everyone, or is it just me?"
Shrug.
"I'm just teasing you! And I can't help that I'm in touch with
my feelings. Is there one you'd prefer?"
"Hmm."
He weighed it on his hands. "Sappy stuff that makes me
incredibly uncomfortable, high school bully. Sappy, bully. I'm gonna
say… neither." Catching sight of Lance and Keith, he took off
in that direction. Cam was always
on
his best behavior around Keith.
*****
The
team was starting to fall back in together as the shadows in the rec
yard lengthened. Cam and Daniel were the first to meet back up with
Keith and Lance; Lance noticed Daniel was wearing his telltale 'fed
up with Cam' face and hid a snicker.
"Cam.
Daniel." Keith nodded a solemn welcome to them, as if they'd
been gone for weeks rather than half an hour.
"Commander."
Daniel looked at Lance. "Non-Commander."
Cam
giggled, and Lance shook his head with a grin. "Smartass."
Studying
Daniel for a minute, Keith turned to Lance and cracked the slightest
of smirks. "I'm right, you know."
Glare.
"Oh, shut up."
"You're
only right like, three percent of the time." Daniel had only
learned so much patience.
"There's
times when it does feel that way…"
He
filed that away for future use.
"Better
ratio than intel," Flynn pointed out, walking up with a somewhat
perturbed-looking Pidge in tow.
"That's
true."
Sven
and Jace were arriving too, and Sven looked almost as agitated as
Pidge. "You alright, Sven?"
"So,
what the fuck's the plan now?" Lance said at the same time, and
found himself the immediate recipient of an icy Viking glare.
"Language."
Smirk.
"English or French?"
"Politeness."
"No…
don't know that one, sorry."
Walking
up to the group beside Hunk, Vince's immediate thought was that maybe
he ought to turn around.
Pidge
had already turned, and become distracted by a commotion on one of
the fields. A group of what looked to be gladiators, some kind of
pale yellow-green humanoids, had cornered a small fuzzy slave of some
sort and were barking at it in Drakure.
A
couple of the others took note, following his gaze, and by the time
over if the gladiators shoved the slave into the dirt they had the
entire 686's attention.
"They
asked for water two minutes ago," Cam translated, making a face.
"…I don't know that
word
but I know it's not suitable for polite company."
Who
are you calling polite company?
Jace
didn't voice the thought, only because he had more immediate
concerns. "Didn't they tell us last time there's no fighting in
the yard?"
"Yeah,
they did." Lance's eyes narrowed as the slave tried to get up
and was promptly shoved over again.
"Now
they're just swearing at him."
Flynn's
expression darkened as well. Actually they were all having that
reaction. "Someone correct me if I'm wrong, but last I checked,
the gladiators are just as much slaves as the… other slaves."
"Accurate,
sir." Pidge had murder in his eyes—not unusual,
exactly, but more so than his standard.
"They're
sure not talking like they think so." Cam shook his head
slightly. "Should we get involved?"
Jace
snorted. "Well if we do, we're not the ones that started the
fucking fight."
"They
are," Keith agreed, stepping forward. "Leave him alone."
Lance
and Daniel moved to help the slave up as Keith stepped between him
and the gladiators, glaring. Hunk and Sven moved up to flank him,
both with their scariest expressions; the rest of the team stood back
just a step or two, but there was no question they were all wound
tight enough to snap in an instant if forced.
"Gira'tash
kla…" One of the gladiators—who'd been quietly standing by,
though he hadn't laid a hand on the slave himself—looked at them
nervously, and most of them understood what he'd said. Even those who
didn't speak a single other word of Drakure usually picked up quickly
enough that Gira'tash
meant
Earthling.
"Are
you alright?" Lance asked the fuzzy thing as he and Daniel got
it to its feet. It had sharp fangs and strong muscles—the sort of
thing he'd have expected could stand up for itself. But based on how
timidly it reacted to their help, he suspected it had been pretty
thoroughly conditioned not to.
"Th…
thank you," it stammered in squeaky Common. "Yes, I'm
okay…"
"Good.
Go on and get out of here."
As
the slave fled, Lance turned to add his own glare to the staredown
between gladiators.
"…What's
your problem?" the apparent leader of the other group finally
scoffed. "They're just slaves. It's their job to do as they're
ordered, and they should be honored
to
serve us."
"We're
all in a fucking prison yard, caralho," Jace snorted.
Keith
nodded, fixing his gaze fully on the leader as the others bristled.
"Last I checked, we're all slaves in here. You're no better than
the one you were bullying. If you want water, get it yourself."
"Yeah,"
Daniel snorted. "We're just slaves used for entertainment
instead of domestic work." He'd have preferred domestic work,
really. Fetching water for assholes instead of facing death every
couple days didn't sound so bad. "Slaves who fight instead of
cleaning toilets, I'm totally feeling the honor."
Cam
felt like he'd seen these aliens somewhere before, and it finally
came to him—Chor Marens. They were no Drule vassal civilization. In
fact, as of his last diplomacy class, they'd been in negotiations to
join the Alliance. And yet here was this group acting like…
"We're
gladiators!" The leader sounded almost betrayed.
"We're rewarded for our battles—you
know
that! The legendary Earthlings, of all of us!"
"And
the slaves are a great reward," one of the other Chor Marens
chuckled nastily. "Get them to do all sorts
of
things."
"They
should be honored to serve us. What else
are
they going to do with their miserable existences?"
"What
part of 'prison yard' is not sinking in?" Flynn asked in a low
hiss. By now even Vince was glaring like he was ready to throat punch
one of these jackasses.
Lance
moved up a little closer, and the Chor Marens across from him backed
up slightly. "Now you're the ones asking to hit the floor."
The
leader gulped. Hard. "You can't hurt us, there's a code. A
gladiator
code."
"Oh,
now they have a code."
"I
don't remember being advised of any code."
"Warrior
codes are for warriors," Pidge said derisively. "Not
cowards who beat up the helpless." Hunk gave his scariest grunt
of agreement, and one of the opposing gladiators yelped.
Keith
snorted, still holding his focus on their leader. "If you keep
up what you were just doing, we're not going to care if there's a
code or not."
If
they'd had any further doubts about the reputation they'd apparently
built up, the near panic of the other gladiators was all they needed
to see. "The guards will—"
"—Come
break it up like we're fucking slaves?"
Jace
suggested, and the Chor Marens immediately shut up.
Daniel
snickered. "Ooooh."
"…You
should
really enjoy the perks while you can,
freaks." The words could easily have been taken as a threat, but
something in the leader's tone made it sound like something else. A
warning? Just trying to screw with their heads? Probably that.
Whatever it had been, he waved to his compatriots and turned away.
"Come on, let's go find some damn water." The Chor Marens
trooped off, looking surly and defeated, drawing a few curious looks
from other clusters of slaves.
"…Earthlings,"
Pidge muttered under his breath, and glared as Flynn patted his
shoulder.
Lance
let out a breath he hadn't realized he was holding in a harsh sigh,
then looked around at his team in sheer disbelief. "What the
fuck was that?!"
"High
school bullying, enslaved gladiator edition?" Daniel suggested;
Cam made a face and shook his head.
"More
like gulag hierarchy."
Jace
was the one who pinned it down, though. What they'd just seen had
pretty much confirmed what he'd been looking out for so sharply.
"Welcome to Stockholm. Holy fuck."
"…That
really happens?" Vince asked, and the medic nodded grimly.
"This
arena bullshit is damn near designed for it. It's obviously working
on some of them."
"Dude.
That's, uh… that's a thing." Hunk frowned as the last traces
of yellow-green in the distance. "I could totes be okay with it
if they wanted to toss us into the arena with those
dudes.
Give 'em somethin' to fight that'll actually be able to fight back."
Suddenly
Lance went pale. The words had triggered a memory—unwanted,
unbidden, and very unpleasant. But he didn't feel like he could keep
it to himself either… much more hesitantly than usual, he spoke
again. "Or they might toss us in with helpless slaves… heard a
rumor or two about that back in the Vanguard."
That
got everyone's attention. "What now?"
"I'm
sorry?"
"Huh?"
Cam
felt another shiver run through him. "I've heard about… slave
executions. Is that what you're referring to, Lance?"
"Yeah.
Throw in some of the civilian slaves just to kill them for shits and
giggles. I never put much stock in it, but uh, now we're in
a fucking gladiator prison."
"Fucking
what now." Jace was still trying to sort through it. "Like,
the guards just go out and shoot someone? For fucking funsies?"
"No,
Doctor. He means the gladiators are sent into battle against the
non-fighting slaves. That's the rumor. They won't do it, though."
Now
everyone turned to stare at Pidge. Vince shivered and found himself
wishing for that coma dream yet again; Cam put a hand on his
shoulder.
"…What
makes you say that, Pidge?"
"Yeah,
elaborate?"
"The
Ninth Kingdom isn't like the Fourth," he explained, gesturing
back after the long-gone Chor Marens. "The Fourth plays diplomat
and then stabs you in the back. The Ninth Kingdom believes their own…
delusions."
"Bullshit,
Pidge," Flynn offered. "The phrase is 'believes their own
bullshit'."
"Yes,
that also." He shook his head. "Whatever it is they
believe, it's bloodsport they want. Emphasis on sport. One-sided
executions are not a fight."
"…That
shouldn't
make
me feel better," Daniel grumbled into the sudden awkward
silence.
"Oh,
so there is
an
honor code," Lance snorted. "If you can call it that—"
"—Just
because it doesn't make sense to you
doesn't
mean it isn't a code, sir."
The
sudden venom in Pidge's tone made Flynn suspect it wasn't Drule codes
he was talking about at this point; he grabbed his shoulder and
pulled him back slightly. "Take it easy, Pidge." That
intervention also served to keep Lance from snarling something back.
Or maybe it was just the concerned look on Flynn's face.
Keith
just stared at their systems analyst for a long moment, considering
the original matter at hand. It rang true, with what they'd seen
here. And Pidge had cause to know the Ninth Kingdom better than the
rest of them—Balto was right on the Ninth's border, while Earth was
literally the entire Interior Expanse away. "Pidge has a solid
point. I don't think we need to worry about those rumors."
"That's
the plan we're going with?" Jace muttered. "'They won't'? I
fucking hope the ninjerk is right, then."
"Is
there a plan that would actually do anything if they did?" Sven
pointed out quietly; Pidge looked up at him.
"I
believe the question is whether to comply or refuse, sir."
"Enough!"
Keith frowned. "Dwelling on this does not
help
us. We should do something else."
The
team looked around at each other uncomfortably, then Flynn gestured
to a discarded ball laying not too far away. He was trying to think
of something they could actually do
with
it without any other equipment, and his first thought came out before
he could stop it. "Kickball?"
"…You
wanna play kickball?" Lance echoed, and he shrugged.
"Dude."
Hunk grinned. "I rule
at
kickball. Wonder what would happen if I boot one over the walls?"
Looking
up at the towering walls, then back down at their bomb tech, Jace
slowly raised an eyebrow. "We wouldn't have a ball anymore."
"…Huh.
Yeah, there's that."
"So,
teams?" Lance looked around. "Me, the kid, Flynn, Pidge,
and Hunk?"
"Oh
sure, that's
a
fair fight."
"Why
does everybody else get called by their names and I get 'kid'?"
Daniel complained; Pidge gave him a confused look.
"Everybody
else gets called by their names?"
"…I
have never been informed of any name except 'ninja' to call you, so
yeah."
Vince
snorted. "Do I have to play? I can keep score."
"No,
you have to work out, Mr. Can't-Do-A-Push-Up." Jace glared at
him until he acquiesced.
"We
might actually get to play this game at some point," Cam
murmured to Sven as the group bickered; the navigator just chuckled.
"We
may just."
*****
Most
of the team had worn themselves out pretty sufficiently with
kickball, and sleep came surprisingly quickly. Most. Not all. Keith
was up and pacing in the dark cell, trying not to let his thoughts
run too free. Formless fear was eating at him.
Something
else was eating at him too—the distinct sense that he was being
watched. Finally he turned to see Flynn also standing, leaning back
in a corner, eyeing him in a way he didn't particularly care for.
"Kleid?"
The
engineer's voice was soft but forceful. "Don't think I didn't
notice you dodging that question earlier."
Oh.
He shook his head, not wanting to think about that any more than
necessary. "That wasn't a dodge. I believe Pidge… it just
doesn't sound like something they'd actually do."
"Maybe
not." Frown. "But they weren't supposed to give us trouble
passing through Calidar, either. That didn't work out overly well."
Keith
sighed. He supposed that was a fair point. "We don't have to
play along with their game." Why
not? We have been so far.
But he let the words spill out because this was too much, a line they
just couldn't cross. Maybe he was trying to convince himself. "If
they pit us against people who aren't warriors, surely we can
convince them not to fight? We're not their enemies. We could—"
"—All
get shot by the thousand Drule soldiers in the stands?" Flynn
snapped, uncharacteristically harshly. "Don't, Kogane. Don't
give me that bullshit. Don't pretend we're going to idealize our way
out of this." He gestured to the bloodied gashes in his jacket.
"We're fucking beyond
ideals
here."
The
hostility startled Keith, and drew his temper out in return. "Well
since clearly you already know the right answer, why are you asking
me?"
"I'm
doing my job." Flynn's violet eyes narrowed. "You
are
our commander. Are we completing this mission at any cost? Or are we
not? I don't have an answer. It's your decision. But those
are
the options."
…There
has to be another way.
What
if there isn't? He's right. You have to have an answer… just in
case.
He
didn't have one. From a coldly logical standpoint, the answer seemed
obvious. It wasn't likely any of the other prisoners had escape plans
in their final phases, let alone missions to retrieve a superweapon
that might change the whole balance of power. But if they had to
slaughter innocent people to get there…
"You're
my second," he said quietly. "What are your thoughts?"
Now
Flynn was quiet for a moment. "…I think we have to face
reality." Keith expected to hear the same logic he'd just been
going over in his head. But he didn't. "It's not as if they're
going to set the winners free. If they put slaves up against us and
we don't kill them, the next gladiators will. The blood isn't on our
hands."
Well
that… was certainly a way of looking at it. "You don't really
believe it's that simple."
"No."
Flynn lowered his eyes. "But I might be able to sleep at night."
Maybe.
Maybe not. But Keith couldn't find a way to argue that point either.
All the logic pointed one way… the most basic tenets of humanity
pointed another.
"…This
isn't how it's supposed to be,"
he said finally, very softly. Nobody else could be allowed to hear
him voice such uncertainty. "We're soldiers. We're supposed to
serve the Alliance and fight for the freedom of the galaxy. Not…
not this.
What the hell have we been thrown into here? This isn't what we were
trained for."
His
second's eyes narrowed slightly. "We do what we have to do,
Kogane."
"And
what's that?"
A
pause. Then Flynn smiled weakly, crossing the cell and tapping his
shoulder in an attempt at reassurance. "I'm not sure. But who
better than us to figure it out?"
*****
There
was something oddly comforting about a gaive'llar slicing through the
air. Romelle had noticed that—it was a dangerous weapon, carved
from a fang to be a harbinger of death, yet it whistled like soft
birdsong as she slashed and blocked. Yet another dichotomy of this
world and its culture.
It
was the only comfort in the room, considering why
the
gaive'llar was dancing. The blade skipped off another and she stepped
back, falling into a defensive stance, tense and sore with exertion
and frustration. Her gaze sharpened, waiting for a counterstrike.
Her
opponent chuckled. "Again. You were so close that time."
Lotor
always smiled when she came close,
and his compliments felt so condescending. She didn't drop her guard.
"What did I do wrong this time?" Perhaps that had been
ill-advised, but she was getting discouraged. No, she'd been
discouraged for awhile now.
Of
course he didn't pick that up. "Truthfully? Nothing. I've been
trained for years by the finest warriors in all the Ninth Kingdom,
and I'm stronger and faster than you. Your technique is becoming
admirable, to hold your own so soon. Come, try it again."
So
calm, so matter-of-fact. So encouraging. So patronizing.
Gods
beyond and demons beneath, but she hated
him
sometimes.
Perhaps
her frustration was evident in her next lunge. Perhaps it was just
Lotor's own words that made him recognize the problem. This sparring
was such a doomed endeavor for his a'kuri in the end. She wasn't a
match for him—not physically, not in training or experience.
Perhaps… no, he couldn't just let
her
win, it would dishonor them both. But as he blocked and countered her
strikes, he smiled at her quick recoveries. And he made a decision…
Ducking
beneath a sweep from his blade, Romelle feinted one way, snapping her
weapon at the last second and coming around at his other side. It had
been a beautiful, flawless technique, and he still could have reacted
fast enough to block it.
Instead,
he let it go, and her blade scratched down his forearm.
For
a moment they just froze, staring at each other, and then Romelle
stepped back in shock. "That… that worked?"
"Quite
the ploy." Lotor smiled more broadly, baring his fangs. "I
don't believe I taught you that technique."
"No,
you didn't." She'd been watching the arena carefully, studying
the warriors for more than mere judgment. She'd learned a few things.
But this particular move… "It was something I once saw my
brother do."
Lotor
brightened at the mention of Avok, as he always did. "Excellent!"
There was
strength
in the Polluxian blood. He examined the scratch on his arm; it wasn't
bleeding, but it was long and pale and prominent against the blue of
his skin, and he had quite possibly never been more proud of his
a'kuri before… "Shall we continue?"
Romelle
wasn't sure she wanted to continue. Maybe quitting while she was
ahead would be better. But then, maybe she should try to expand on
this first success while she had it. "I need some water first,"
she finally hedged. She was
thirsty,
either way.
"Ah,
of course. Kalindra!"
The
handmaiden had been waiting in a small slaves' station off the royal
gym, ready to provide first aid or any other required assistance. At
his yell she appeared with goblets of water, and Romelle managed a
smile. "Thank you, Kalindra." She sipped the water slowly;
she'd learned her lesson about drinking too fast during a workout.
Lotor
nodded his appreciation to her as well, then an idea struck and he
smiled. "Kalindra, why don't you go and attend to some other
duties? Let my a'kuri and I have some time alone."
…That
was not
what
Romelle had wanted to hear, and she gave him a look of nervous
suspicion as he raised his water goblet in salute. Odd, but she
returned the toast, hoping this was just going to be something small
and innocent.
Of
course it wasn't.
"It's
exhilarating to face a worthy opponent," he mused as he sipped
his own water. True, he'd consciously prevented himself from
overpowering her—but that had been in recognition of her genuine
tactical victory. "I'm very proud, a'kuri. We should celebrate."
"I'm
not certain I'm really that worthy an opponent for you, sincline,"
she demurred. "But what did you have in mind?"
By
way of response, he indicated the scratch, then leaned over and
kissed her with a great
deal
of enthusiasm. Which she hadn't expected or wanted, but acquiesced
to—what choice did she have?
That
remained her mindset for only another minute or so. Then Lotor drew
back just a little, grinning brightly. "Perhaps this is an omen?
We could conceive a warrior child here, in honor of your victory."
…Was
he saying what she thought he was saying? She looked at him, the
eagerness in his eyes, and shivered slightly. Yes, he was definitely
saying
what she thought he was saying. And as she looked from his eyes to
the scratch he was apparently so proud of, she felt something
crystallizing inside of her.
"…No,
Lotor." She pushed him back an inch or two. "Not here."
He
blinked, backing off and looking at her uncomprehendingly, then
concern stole over his face. "Have you been injured this
session?"
She
should've said yes. She would, not too much later, look back at it
and curse herself… why hadn't she just said yes? But her cheeks
flushed, and her new spark of confidence burned, and she shook her
head. "No, I just… I don't want to do that where anyone can
just walk in…"
"Ah."
He chuckled; she was cute when she got like this. "Nobody's
going to walk in on the Crown Prince and his a'kuri. Not even
Kalindra can unlock the door while my personal code has it closed."
"I
said no! It's not appropriate."
"A'kuri…"
Romelle
looked back at him, eyes flashing. Stand
up for yourself. If you are worthy as he says…
"I
refuse to be dishonored in such a way!"
…Suddenly
she was a lot less cute. "What."
And
just like that his warmth was gone, and she usually might have
recoiled. But not today. Today it only redoubled her determination to
finally speak, to use this strength she supposedly had, to finally
try to retake some fragment of control of her life. "I've
sacrificed so much already. All of it for my duty to my planet, this
duty my father forced
me
into. And I've found so many admirable things about you and your
people, but… this! Everything!" She gestured expansively, fury
in her eyes. "I've been neglected, patronized,
dishonored—stripped of any
choice
about my
own future—this
whole time, and I'm tired of it!"
Silence
fell over the gym. Romelle was panting, hardly believing she'd
finally let it out, that she'd actually said all of that to his face
at last. Lotor couldn't believe it either, but in the end he'd heard
only one thing.
"…A'kuri,
I have never
dishonored
you."
"No?"
She was in too deep now. "That dress you 'gifted' me to wear
before my family at the welcoming feast? Your actions that my brother
had to save me from?"
"A
test," he answered stiffly. "A necessary
test
of your strength and that of your people. This was explained—"
"—And
the wedding negotiations that I had no say in?"
He
looked genuinely offended now. "I apologized for that!"
That
was finally enough to break through Romelle's rant—if only a
little. It didn't actually improve things; her tone became calmer,
but just as bitter. "You did not.
You said it wouldn't happen again, you never said you were sorry.
Do you really think that can stop something like that
from
weighing on my mind?" He was just staring, dumbfounded, and she
circled back to where this had begun. "I don't want to have
sex." There was a new edge in her voice. "Not here. Not
now." Not
ever, if I could get away with it.
"And I should have that right whether I have a reason
or
not, but if you must know, even you being 'gentler' lately hurts. And
I'm tired of that too. I'm tired of having my injuries written off as
helping me gain strength.
I've been strong, stronger than any
of
you have bothered to recognize. And I've had enough."
Lotor
was feeling something he'd very rarely felt in his life: overwhelmed.
He wasn't sure what to make
of
this rant his a'kuri had gone on. She'd been holding grudges, holding
secrets, and—what did she think he
was
supposed to do about any of this? It wasn't like he'd asked her to
come here. Perhaps that was the thought that made him retreat to her
last point first, snarling something he'd been told more than a few
times himself. "Do you fear pain from the most sacred of your
duties to the kingdom, a'kuri? You dishonor yourself."
She'd
blushed at the first part; there second brought the edge back. "I
do no such thing!"
"You
dishonor yourself!" he repeated, drawing himself to his full
height as his own temper flared. "Many of us did not ask
for
our duties. But you—but we
have
it nonetheless. And after all I've given you in the name of my
damnable, unwanted duty, you're going to dare refuse me?"
"Yes!"
Romelle tensed. "I've done more than I ever thought possible for
this duty. I drew this one line! I've accepted and accepted and
accepted, and now you want to be so… unbecoming as to do this in
the gym? Because I scratched you? I am a princess, and you're
treating me like a plaything.
Not standing up to it would be the greater dishonor!"
She
was still challenging him. She was still defying
him.
Lotor was flailing, this was not what this was meant to be.
"You are not a plaything, a'kuri. You have been privileged above
any other. Most princesses could only dream
of
the status you've been given." He gestured widely around the
gym. "I was trying to honor your victory, to reward you for…"
Something else was falling into place. Her protests… those trances
she fell into during sex… and suddenly he went cold, feeling a very
personal insult sink in. "…You have been lying
to
me, haven't you."
"Now
you're calling me a liar?" she snapped. Setting aside that he
wasn't actually wrong… she was seeing now just where the truth got
her. All her lies had been in service to her duty,
and she wasn't going to accept any scorn for it. "You're
dishonoring me again."
"You've
appreciated nothing!"
"I've
appreciated everything." Everything
but the mistreatment you and my father have heaped on me.
"You
aren't acting like it." He gave her a look of more than a little
betrayal. How could she do this after he'd been so proud of her,
after he'd allowed
her
a victory? "Fine. Let's go back to your quarters, then. We still
have a child we are duty-bound
to
conceive, and I no longer wish to proceed with this play-fighting."
They
were well past let's
go back to your quarters
as
a solution to this problem. Did he really think just leaving the gym
was good enough now? Had he not listened to her at all, or had he
just not comprehended? It didn't matter. Romelle's mind raced through
everything she'd learned, of the Drules, of Lotor, of honor. And she
hissed the next words with a confidence she'd never expected to feel.
"A
duel. Now."
He
stepped back as though she'd slapped him. "…What?"
"A
duel," she repeated, flipping out the blade of her gaive'llar.
This wasn't exactly how she'd planned
to
try to follow up on her small victory, but she had been improving.
And now she had something to truly fight for… and she saw no other
way forward.
"What…"
His indignation seemed to have evaporated all at once, replaced by
dumbfounded stammering. "What do you think that's meant to
accomplish?"
"I'm
tired of not being taken seriously," she answered simply, and
for the first time a note of that exhaustion slipped into her own
voice. "If this is the only way to convince you I am deserving
of respect…"
A
harsh laugh escaped him. "Princess Romelle, I take you quite
seriously. Were it up to me,
I would have gladly sent you back home the moment you arrived—I'd
send you back this very moment, if it meant I could have this
courtship
nonsense
removed from my shoulders. But that choice was never mine! And yet
I'd come to care for you, to respect you and your strength. And I
promise you, my a'kuri…" He motioned to the scratch on his
arm. "This is the best you've done to me in all our sparring,
and that was with me allowing it. If you want to be taken more
seriously, this is not
the
way."
The
warning didn't exactly fall on deaf ears. Romelle was just well
beyond caring. Even if she couldn't
lay
a blade on him again, at least she'd finally stood up for herself,
and it wasn't as though not fighting had spared her injury or pain.
"Prince Lotor, from the moment
I
arrived, I have bowed and scraped and done everything I can do to
learn about your people and your culture. And yet you've repeatedly
swept me aside, ignored my concerns, and treated me as some pet
you're
training rather than an equal. You haven't respected me. You still
don't. You probably never will." He wasn't doing much to prove
himself capable
of
learning to respect her, at least. "I never wanted to be here—my
father had sworn to never force a marriage on his children, and yet,
here I am. If you could send me home I'd gladly go. But since this is
what we need to deal with…" She gripped her gaive'llar, looked
at the sigil carved into it, then raised her head to look him in the
eye. "In Kistrial's name, this duel must happen."
Lotor
froze. Dead silence fell over the gym; thick, smothering, dreadful
silence. The look in his eyes was something she'd never seen before.
There was scorn there, and annoyance, and betrayal… but there was a
note of something that may almost have been panic, as well.
"…Romelle."
She could hear him struggling to keep his voice even. "I beg
of
you. You don't know what you're doing. What you're invoking. We can
forego tonight, fine. Just take back all this… overwrought
nonsense, and leave Kistrial's name off your lips."
Overwrought
nonsense?
She
felt just a glimmer of tears trying to well in her eyes. If he hadn't
said that, if he hadn't told her to take it all back, she might
almost have believed she'd gotten through to him… "I can't.
I'm sorry." Maybe she really was sorry. "But my feelings
are not nonsense… and I can't withdraw what I've said."
Lotor
stared at her for what felt like an eternity, but finally he snapped
his own gaive'llar open. "In Kistrial's name." His voice
was cold. "To the blood."
"To
the blood," she agreed, and lunged.
He
fended her off easily, noting the desperation in her strikes, his
thoughts still churning. What had he done wrong? Why didn't she
understand the honor she'd been given? Why was she insisting on this
over some… vague notions of alien propriety?
His
father was going to kill
him.
No
risk of Romelle killing him, anyway. He kept blocking her strikes,
making no moves of his own, just waiting for her to understand that
she was outmatched. She could still take this back, she could still
see sense. Yet it seemed like her attacks were becoming more
frenzied,
not less. One slash came surprisingly close—no threat, of course,
but close. And then she tried the same move she'd used to scratch him
before.
This
time he didn't let it by.
Snapping
his gaive'llar into hers, he sent her blade sailing halfway across
the room. Her grip never had
been
quite right. Before she could even try to lunge after it he seized
her shoulder and stabbed deep into her arm. Nowhere that would cause
lasting damage—enough to draw plenty of blood, to end this duel
with no doubts.
To
remind her of her place.
Shoving
her to the floor, he stood over her, watching as she clutched her arm
and panted from the pain. She was aware of him, but wasn't looking at
him—couldn't bring herself to look at him. Tears were trying to
spring forward again; she fought them back with all her strength.
What had she been thinking? How deep he'd cut her was flooding her
with a wave of shock and panic. No, he hadn't learned anything from
that display…
What
had she done?
"Your
honor is forfeit," he declared coldly, watching her trembling on
the floor. "But your duty remains. We will go and have that cut
tended to." Leaning over, he picked her up easily and threw her
over his shoulder; she cried out and tried to wriggle out of his
grip, but it was like she'd been caught in a vise. "And then, we
yet have the task of a child before us… and it will be done,
whether either of us likes it or not."
As
he hauled her from the room, her eyes fell on her fallen weapon, the
sigil hidden by the gym's harsh lights.
I
only wanted to stop
being
dishonored…
Was
this what the Drules truly believed honor to be? She couldn't believe
it—didn't want to believe it. She had come to appreciate so much of
their culture, just not their prince.
And despite herself, despite it all, she found a silent plea running
through her mind.
Kistrial
protect me…
For
an instant, before turning the corner and losing sight of it, she saw
the blade shimmer in the light.
*****
Their
time was limited.
Either
the invaders had not found the entrances to the catacombs, or even
the Drules had enough decency not to desecrate the dead. Coran didn't
know which it was and frankly didn't care. It was enough that they
found the ancient crypts undisturbed as they brought the bodies in.
They couldn't just leave Prince Tanner and King Alfor in the shelter
tunnels; it was the duty of the Arusians to ensure their royalty was
properly interred. Once that was done, it was in the hands of the
Golden Ones.
The
Silent Exile certainly
wouldn't
think highly of the sinycka putting their filthy claws on that which
had been given over to the gods.
Not
that they're going to have the chance. Sealing off the catacombs
better was part of their contingency plan. The ancestors would be
protected, whether the living could save themselves or not.
Allura
hadn't come to the entombment. She'd already laid her father and
brother to rest once, after all. It was too much, and there were too
many other things to focus on. Nanny had tutted about it—it wasn't
proper for the princess to be absent for such a thing!—but Coran
had backed her. Which was a refreshing change, as often as he'd found
himself on the losing end of the princess' stubbornness…
Larmina
hadn't come either, and that was no great surprise. Though she bore
royal blood, she'd not known either of them well, and wasn't exactly
vested
with the authority and majesty of the Crown. Coran himself hadn't
spent much time with the girl, but she seemed preoccupied with her
own tasks. In times like this everyone simply had to do what they
could.
It
left him to oversee the process… he sighed, closing his eyes as the
High Priest spoke the ancient rituals, letting the words wash over
him without really hearing. Alfor himself wouldn't have cared about
all this ceremony. Not when the planet was still in grave danger,
hanging by such a tenuous thread. But then, weren't these things as
much for the living as for the dead? He glanced over the volunteers
who'd carried the bodies, the elders who had made the pilgrimage to
the crypts along with them. He could sense a bit of new calm among
them.
That
was enough. The Drules may have taken the High King's life, but they
wouldn't take his and the prince's afterlives.
"…And
may the Golden Blades of the Radiant Warrior strike down those
responsible, and condemn them unto the eager grasp of the Exile. Diya
poratn!"
That
wasn't part of the normal rituals. Coran arched an eyebrow at the
high priest, but he couldn't argue with the sentiment. And he echoed
it with the others.
"Diya
poratn!" For
the Crown.
For
Arus.
As
the rest of the burial party began to leave the tomb, Coran stepped
up to it. Just for a moment. Brushing his hand over the cold stone,
he felt a sense of new calm himself… as if, in the midst of all
this uncertainty, they'd at least won one victory. The old tasks and
rituals were all victories, now.
"Rest
well, old friend."
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